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Chapter 27

Four months slipped by like sand through fingers, and yet — the warmth between them remained out of reach.

Yudhveer tried, every single day.

Small efforts. Soft words. Silent apologies.

But Vamika... she had built walls — thick, invisible, and trembling with fear.

She could see the changes in him — the calmness in his voice, the patience in his eyes — but trust once broken doesn't grow back overnight.

There were still moments when he raised his hand just to reach for something, and she'd flinch — out of old habit.

Moments that stabbed him deeper than any words could.

In all these months, he never crossed her boundary.

He never forced his touch, never demanded what he once took without permission.

Their nights were quiet.

Vamika would lie on one side of the bed, hand on her belly, her back to him.

Yudhveer would stay awake for hours, staring at the ceiling, wondering how much longer it would take for her to look at him the way she used to — before everything shattered.

Now, over five months pregnant, Vamika's body had begun to show the gentle swell of new life.

Her sarees no longer hid the curve of her belly — and somehow, that sight brought a strange tenderness into the house.

Every evening, after returning home, Yudhveer sat beside her with a notebook and a pencil.

He tutored her patiently — explaining every line, every word.

It was the only time she sat close to him, her silence softening a little as she focused on the lessons.

When she couldn't understand something, he'd gently say,

"Samjha du dobara?" ("Shall I explain it again?")

And she would just nod, her eyes fixed on the paper — but her heart beating faster than she wanted it to.

That was their fragile peace — a quiet companionship built on broken pieces and unspoken attempts.

The only closeness they shared now was in the sound of his voice while he taught her, and her hesitant nods when she understood.

Love hadn't returned yet — but maybe, just maybe, hope had.

Days passed and tonight Yudhveer was in a meeting with other sarpanchs.

The room was loud — filled with laughter, smoke, and the clinking of glasses — but Yudhveer's mind was miles away. He had stayed only because he had to; the meeting with the sarpanchs was important. Now, it was over.

But the meeting was barely over when the Sarpanch — who had organized the gathering — called for drinks and dancers to liven up the evening.

But Yudhveer was least interested. He just thought of her.

Vamika must be waiting... she doesn't say it, but I know she does.

He sighed, rubbing his temple lightly. The warmth of liquor had begun to blur the edges of his thoughts — not enough to make him lose control, but enough to make the world slightly hazy.

Just as he was about to rise from his chair, one of the dancers — wrapped in glittering fabric and perfume — walked up to him with a sway in her hips.

"Thoda aur lijiye, malik..." ["Have a little more, sir..."] she purred, filling his glass before he could stop her.

He frowned, "Nahi chahiye mujhe, hato yahan se." ["I don't want it, move aside."]

But before his words could even sink in, she abruptly sat on his lap. His jaw tightened, shock flaring through him.

"Kya kar rahi ho tum? Utho yahan se—" ["What are you doing? Get up from here—"]

Before he could finish, she leaned in and pressed her lips against his neck, the scent of alcohol and cheap lipstick flooding his senses.

Her red lips left a dark stain on his collar.

"Pagal ho gayi hai kya?!" ["Have you gone mad?!"] he shouted, instantly shoving her away, anger flashing in his eyes. "Hatt yahan se!" ["Get away from here!"]

The music faltered for a moment, eyes turned towards them — but Yudhveer didn't care. He stood up, his head spinning lightly from the alcohol.

His pulse throbbed with anger and disgust. He wanted to yell, to curse — but instead, he turned and stormed out.

Outside, the air hit him cold and sharp. He took a deep breath, trying to steady himself, but his mind was hazy, half-clouded.

He climbed into his jeep, eyes heavy but determined.

He wasn't thinking clearly.

He just wanted to go home.

To her.

To his Chand.

He drove into the night — unaware that the faint red mark on his collar would soon spark a storm waiting at home.

The jeep's engine finally went silent as Yudhveer pulled it into the courtyard. The house was half-asleep, wrapped in the stillness of night. Without meeting anyone's eyes, he went straight to his room.

His head was slightly heavy, his throat dry. He needed to clear his mind.

He stepped into the washroom, unbuttoning his kurta and tossing it into the laundry basket.

The faint red lipstick mark went unnoticed — lost among other stains of the day.

The sound of running water filled the bathroom as he stood beneath the shower, the warmth washing over his skin. The alcohol, the noise, the dancer's perfume — he wanted all of it gone.

When he came out, his hair damp, he felt lighter — though the faint smell of alcohol still lingered on his breath.

He sat on the bed, opened the book, and called out softly,

"Chand, padhai kar lein?" ["Chand, shall we study?"]

Vamika, who had just finished tidying the bed, turned and walked towards him with a gentle smile. She sat beside him and took the book from his hand. But the moment he spoke again, her smile faltered.

Her nose twitched.

She frowned slightly and looked at him.

"Aapne pi rakhi hain?" ["You've been drinking?"]

Yudhveer hesitated. He wanted to deny it, but the truth was hanging between them in the air — bitter and sharp.

He exhaled and nodded.

"Zyada nahi piya," ["I didn't drink much,"] he said quickly, turning towards her. "Waise mehfil mein thoda peena padta hain." ["At gatherings like that, one has to drink a little."]

The sudden whiff of alcohol hit her again. It was stronger this time — and her stomach churned violently.

She covered her mouth and hurried to the washroom. Within seconds, the sound of retching echoed.

Yudhveer's heart sank. He rushed behind her, panic flooding him.

He held her hair back gently and rubbed her back in small circles until she was done.

Vamika wiped her mouth, glaring at him with teary eyes.

"Aapke wajah se mujhe ulti hui!" ["Because of you, I threw up!"] she snapped, breath shaky.

"Agey se pi ke mere paas mat aayega!" ["Next time, don't come near me after drinking!"]

Yudhveer raised both hands in surrender, trying to look serious but failing to hide the small smile tugging at his lips.

"Ji huzoor." ["Yes, ma'am."]

He turned his face away — just so she wouldn't have to smell him again.

They walked back to the room. He picked up the notebook again and said softly,

"Tu aaram kar, kal padh lena." ["You should rest, study tomorrow."]

But she shook her head stubbornly.

"Nahi, mujhe abhi padhna hain." ["No, I want to study now."]

He sighed, half amused, half helpless.

"Theek hain." ["Alright then."]

The next hour passed quietly.

Vamika read aloud while Yudhveer corrected her gently, keeping his face turned to the other side every time he spoke — afraid his breath might make her nauseous again.

She noticed.

Every small gesture.

Every quiet care.

Her lips curved into a soft, hidden smile. She looked down at her swollen belly and caressed it gently.

Maybe for the first time, she realized—

this man, who once made her cry,

was now learning how to love her in silence.

Dinner passed in quietness — the kind that pressed heavy on the air.

The plates clinked, the lamps flickered, and no one spoke much.

Afterward, everyone departed to their respective rooms.

Inside their chamber, Vamika silently lay down, her back facing him — as always.

It had become a habit now.

A wall invisible, yet solid, stood between them.

Yudhveer sat on his side of the bed, watching the curve of her back, the rise and fall of her breath.

He wanted to reach out, to hold her close — to feel her warmth and the small heartbeat growing inside her.

But he didn't.

He couldn't.

He just turned off the lamp and lay back, eyes open, surrendering to the dark.

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Morning sunlight streamed through the window.

But instead of heading to his office, Yudhveer rode out to his fields. The harvest season was close, and he wanted to see the crop himself.

The haveli, however, wasn't as peaceful as every other morning.

At the main gate, chaos stirred.

The guards were arguing with a woman.

"Kaha jaa rahi ho?" ["Where are you going?"] one guard asked sharply.

The woman clasped her dupatta nervously, "Mujhe andar jaane do, main Thakur ji se milne aayi hoon." ["Let me go inside, I've come to meet Thakur ji."]

The guards exchanged a look, their tone turning rough.

"Yahan kyu aayi ho? Thakur ji se milna hai to unke daftar pe jao!" ["Why have you come here? If you want to meet Thakur ji, go to his office!"]

The woman almost pleaded, her voice trembling, "Main gayi thi daftar mein... wo wahan nahi the, isliye main yahan aayi hoon... mujhe andar jaane do." ["I went to his office, he wasn't there... that's why I came here... please let me in."]

Her desperation drew attention.

From the balcony, Kamala, the maid, frowned and whispered something to Vamika, who was arranging flowers in the vase.

Curious, Vamika stepped out.

Kamala followed closely behind.

When she reached the courtyard, she saw the woman — unfamiliar face, loud attire, trembling eyes.

Vamika's brows furrowed slightly.

She spoke gently but firmly,

"Aap kaun hain? Aur yahan kis liye aayi hain?" ["Who are you? And why have you come here?"]

The woman's eyes darted nervously before she replied,

"Main peshe se ek nachaniya hoon... main yahan Thakur ji se milne aayi hoon." ["I'm a dancer by profession... I came here to meet Thakur ji."]

The words struck like a jolt.

A dancer.

Here.

Asking for her husband.

Vamika blinked, taken aback, her throat tightening.

Her voice came out quieter but firmer this time,

"Kya kaam hai aapko mere pati se?" ["What work do you have with my husband?"]

The woman stammered, eyes falling to the ground,

"Wo... wo main... aapko nahi bata sakti... kuch zaruri kaam hai." ["I... I can't tell you... it's something important."]

For a moment, silence lingered between them.

The guards looked confused, Kamala tense.

Vamika looked at the woman's trembling hands — there was desperation there, not arrogance.

Her heart softened just a little.

She said quietly,

"Theek hai... aap yahan baithiye, jab wo ayenge, aap tab mil lena." ["Alright... you can sit here, when he comes back, you may meet him."]

The woman nodded obediently and sat down near the pillar, eyes lowered.

Kamala gave Vamika a questioning look, but Vamika simply turned and went back inside, her mind storming silently.

Who was she?

Why was she here?

And what could be so important... that she came all the way to their doorstep?

Vamika turned back towards the haveli, her face calm but her heart still uneasy. Kamala followed quietly behind her.

As soon as they entered the corridor, Kamala softly called out,

"Bahu rani ji..." ["Daughter-in-law..."]

Vamika stopped abruptly, irritation flashing across her face.

"Kitni baar boli hoon didi, mujhe bahu rani mat bulaiye... main aapke liye Vamika hoon." ["How many times have I told you, didi, don't call me bahu rani... I'm just Vamika for you."]

Kamala's expression softened — a mix of affection and helplessness.

"Han, wo to aap hain hi, lekin abhi aap Thakur ji ki patni hain... ab kaise aapko aapke naam se bulaun?" ["Yes, you surely are, but now you're Thakur ji's wife... how can I call you by your name anymore?"]

Vamika huffed, looking away. She knew Kamala was right.

Even if she didn't care about titles, Yudhveer and Manorama surely did.

In this house, respect wasn't just felt — it had to be spoken.

She sat down slowly on the chair, caressing her baby bump.

A faint smile curved on her lips as she felt a small flutter from inside.

Her little one moved — a reminder that there was life, warmth, and something still pure amidst all the chaos.

Kamala smiled too, watching her glow. Then she hesitated, fidgeting with the edge of her duppata

"Bahu rani ji... aap ek baat bole?" ["Bahu rani ji, can I say something?"]

Vamika smiled lightly, "Han, bolo na didi." ["Yes, tell me, didi."]

Kamala gulped, uncertain, her eyes darting toward the floor.

"Kuch nahi... jaane dijiye." ["Nothing... leave it."]

Vamika tilted her head, her curiosity piqued.

"Abhi to aapko batana hi padega didi." ["Now you have to tell me, didi."]

Kamala tried to resist, shaking her head, but Vamika kept insisting.

Finally, Kamala sighed and said softly,

"Dekhiye, bura mat maniyega lekin mujhe lagta hai aapko Thakur ji ke thoda kareeb rehna chahiye." ["Please don't take it the wrong way, but I think you should stay a bit closer to Thakur ji."]

Vamika blinked, confused. "Kya matlab?" ["What do you mean?"]

Kamala hesitated, then gently took her hand.

"Dekhiye, galat mat samjhiye mujhe... lekin aksar mard fisal jaate hain. Khaaskar tab jab unki patniyan garbhvati hoti hain ya jab naya-naya baccha hota hai. Auratein iss waqt apne pati ke zyada kareeb nahi jaati... isliye—" ["Don't misunderstand me... but men often lose control. Especially when their wives are pregnant or have just given birth. Women usually stay away from their husbands during that time... that's why—"]

Vamika's expression tightened.

"Kya kehna chahti hain aap?" ["What are you trying to say?"]

Kamala's voice trembled a bit.

"Main... main yeh nahi keh rahi ki Thakur ji kisi aur ke paas chale jayenge... lekin wo—" ["I... I'm not saying Thakur ji will go to someone else... but they—"]

Now clearly frustrated, Vamika snapped,

"Wo kya didi?" ["They what, didi?"]

Kamala lowered her eyes, speaking cautiously,

"Wo... aap dekhiye, aaj wo ladki Thakur ji se milne haveli tak aa gayi. Ab aisi ladkiyon pe bharosa nahi kar sakte hum... aisi ladkiyan ameer aadmiyon ko aasani se fasa leti hain. Isliye... isliye main yahi keh rahi thi ki aap Thakur ji ko aisi ladkiyon se door rakhiye. Aap unke paas raha kijiye." ["See... that girl came all the way here to meet Thakur ji. You can't trust such women... they easily trap rich men. That's why I was saying — keep Thakur ji away from women like her. Stay close to him."]

Vamika went silent for a long second. Her fingers unconsciously tightened around her pallu.

She stood up quietly and said,

"Didi, aap abhi kaam kar lijiye. Main apne kamre mein jaa rahi hoon." ["Didi, you should get back to your work. I'm going to my room."]

Kamala immediately got up too, guilt flooding her voice.

"Aap kripya bura mat maniyega mere baaton ka." ["Please don't mind what I said."]

Vamika turned back, her tone softer.

"Nahi didi, mujhe pata hai aapne mere ache ke liye hi bola hai." ["No, didi, I know you said it for my own good."]

Kamala nodded and quietly went away to resume her chores.

Vamika walked towards her room — her steps slow, her heart heavy.

She was already insecure about that woman downstairs, but now Kamala's words kept echoing inside her head like poison.

When she entered her room, her mind was fogged.

She looked around — empty.

The silence screamed his absence.

She wanted Yudhveer right now — his voice, his assurance, his warmth.

But he wasn't there.

A new thought clawed at her heart:

That woman downstairs... she's waiting for my husband.

Just then, the familiar sound of a jeep engine reached her ears.

Her heart skipped.

She rushed to the window and peeked outside.

Her breath caught.

The dancer — that same woman — ran straight towards Yudhveer.

And Yudhveer... he froze for a second.

His expression changed — shock, recognition.

He knew her.

Vamika's hands trembled slightly, but she took a deep breath.

No conclusions yet, she told herself.

Not without hearing him first.

But deep inside... something had already cracked.

The dancer hesitated for a second before walking closer to him. Her voice trembled as she said,

"Thakur ji... aapse kuch baat karni hai." ["Thakur ji... I need to speak with you."]

Yudhveer glanced around nervously, as if afraid someone might see them together. His brows furrowed as he asked curtly,

"Kya baat karni hai tumhe?" ["What do you want to talk about?"]

The woman mumbled something under her breath — too low for Vamika to hear from the window. Vamika strained her ears, but her heart was beating so loud it drowned everything else. Yudhveer's expression changed; he sighed and said quietly,

"Aao andar mere saath." ["Come inside with me."]

And then — he turned and walked in, the woman following closely behind him.

For a moment, Vamika froze at the window. Her heart began to race painfully, her throat tightening. A dull ache formed in her chest, spreading like fire. She whispered to herself, almost as if to calm the storm in her heart —

"It must be something important... that's why he took her inside..."

But her own logic didn't soothe her. Another thought crept in — "But why inside the room?"

She didn't want to assume the worst. She didn't want to think like that. Her head was already pounding, and she didn't want to stress herself — not in this condition. She tried to distract her mind and picked up a novel from the side table.

For ten minutes, she read. Line after line. Word after word. But her mind wasn't in it — her eyes kept darting toward the door, toward the clock.

"It's been ten minutes..."she thought, setting the book aside.

"Why haven't they come back yet? What could they be talking about for so long?"]

Trying to divert her mind again, she looked around the room. Her eyes fell on the laundry basket — full of clothes. She took a deep breath and said softly,

"Dhobi ko kapde de deti hoon... shayad dimaag se phir yeh cheez hatt jayega." ["I'll give these clothes to the washerman... maybe that will distract me."]

She started collecting the clothes one by one until her hand froze. Her gaze landed on Yudhveer's kurta — the one he wore the previous night. There, on the collar, was a faint red lipstick stain.

Her eyes widened. For a moment, everything around her went silent. Her chest rose and fell heavily as her mind replayed last night — the smell of alcohol, his flushed face, his slightly slurred words.

"He said he only drank a little at the gathering... and now a dancer comes looking for him..."

Her throat ached. She gently set the kurta aside, her hands trembling. Her heart screamed questions, but her lips stayed silent.

She took the rest of the clothes, handed them to the dhobi, and began walking back. Just as she reached the corridor, she stopped — her eyes widening again.

The dancer had just come out of Yudhveer's room. Her face was red, her eyes slightly puffy as if she had cried or something intense had happened inside. She adjusted her dupatta nervously, unaware that Vamika was standing at a distance, watching everything.

Vamika didn't move. She just stood there behind a pillar, her nails digging into her palms as she watched the woman walk away — unaware that she was being seen.

A cold silence settled around her. She wanted to run, to scream, but she couldn't — not here, not in front of everyone.

Moments later, she saw Yudhveer coming out of the haveli — his expression tense, unreadable. The dancer followed him, still keeping her head down.

They didn't see her — they didn't know she was watching.

Vamika's breath caught in her throat as Yudhveer opened the jeep door. The dancer climbed in beside him.

Her chest constricted painfully as she whispered, barely audible,

"Wo uske saath jaa rahe hain..." ["He's... leaving with her..."]

The jeep's engine roared to life. Dust rose as the wheels rolled over the courtyard stones. Vamika's heart shattered quietly in that very moment.

Her eyes stayed fixed on the fading jeep, until it disappeared beyond the gate. Then she blinked once — and a tear finally escaped, tracing silently down her cheek.

Vamika stood frozen in the middle of the room, her eyes still fixed on the gate where the jeep had disappeared moments ago. The silence of the haveli felt unbearable. She ran to her room, her gaze slowly shifted to the bed — to that kurta, lying there lifelessly, mocking her in silence. The same kurta with the lipstick stain.

Her chest tightened. Rage and pain coursed through her veins. She walked up to the bed, grabbed the kurta with trembling hands, and crumpled it tightly against her chest, her tears soaking into its fabric. Her voice broke into a sob as she whispered,

"Kyun kiya aapne aisa?" ["Why did you do this, Yudhveer?"]

The room felt suffocating. Time crawled painfully. One hour passed. Then another. The sky outside darkened, and the cicadas began to sing. The sound of a jeep engine finally broke the silence.

Vamika's heart thudded painfully. She quickly wiped her tears but her hands were still shaking.

Yudhveer entered the haveli, his footsteps hurried — he looked tense, worried, almost restless to see his wife. He pushed open the bedroom door, his eyes instantly softening at the sight before him — Vamika sitting quietly on the edge of the bed, her head bowed, shoulders heavy.

He took a step closer, his voice gentle,

"Chand? Kya hua tu aise kyu baithi hai?" ["Chand? What's wrong, why are you sitting like this?"]

But instead of answering, Vamika raised her head. Her voice came out trembling but sharp,

"Kahan gaye the aap?" ["Where did you go?"]

Yudhveer blinked, caught off guard. For a second, his face went blank. Then he quickly replied, trying to sound casual,

"Daftar gaya tha... kyun?" ["To the office... why?"]

Vamika's eyes narrowed. Her tone was calm but her voice dripped with disbelief,

"Daftar gaye the? Sacchi?" ["To the office? Really?"]

Yudhveer forced a small chuckle, trying to diffuse the tension.

"Haan... daftar nahi jaunga toh aur kahan jaunga?" ["Yes... if not the office, then where else would I go?"]

But before he could even finish his sentence, Vamika turned around sharply, her eyes red and swollen from crying. Her voice cracked, filled with anger and heartbreak,

"Daftar gaye the... ya uss nachaniya ke saath rangraliyan nana rahe the?" ["Did you go to the office... or to that dancer?"]

Yudhveer froze — his breath hitched. His eyes widened in disbelief.

"Tu... kya keh rahi hai?" ["What are you saying?"] he asked, his voice stiff, defensive.

Vamika gave a broken laugh, tears spilling down her cheeks.

"Main kya keh rahi hoon? Rukiye, batati hoon!" ["What am I saying? Wait, I'll show you!"]

She grabbed the kurta from the bed and held it up in front of him, her hands shaking.

"Yeh kya hai? Bataiye! Yeh rangraliyaan nahi hain toh kya hain?" ["What is this? Tell me! If this isn't proof of your affairs, then what is it?"]

Yudhveer's eyes squinted as he stared at the stain. For a moment, he looked utterly lost.

"Yeh... yeh kya hai?" ["This... what is this?"] he murmured, confused, his voice low.

Vamika's voice trembled,

"Yeh toh mujhe aapse poochhna chahiye! Yeh laali ka daag aapke kurte mein kaise laga?" ["That's what I should be asking! How did this lipstick stain get on your kurta?"]

Yudhveer opened his mouth but no words came out. His mind flashed back to last night — the dancer, the chaos, the drink — but he couldn't recall anything clearly.

Vamika's tears finally broke free, streaming down her face. Her voice cracked with pain,

"Aap dhoka de rahe hain mujhe... kisi aur ke paas chale gaye hain... aap nahi sudhre... aap aaj uss nachaniya ke saath waqt bitane gaye the na?" ["You're cheating on me... you've gone to someone else... you haven't changed... you went to spend time with that dancer today, didn't you?"]

Her words sliced through him. Yudhveer's chest constricted — part anger, part guilt, part helplessness. He knew she wouldn't believe anything he said.

He took a step closer, his voice low but steady,

"Chand, meri baat—" ["Chand, listen to me—"]

But before he could finish, she yelled,

"Mat chuiye mujhe! Chhodiye mera haath! Main yahan nahi rahungi!" ["Don't touch me! Let go of my hand! I won't stay here anymore!"]

Yudhveer's jaw clenched. He tried again, calm but firm,

"Meri baat toh sun le ek baar—" ["Just listen to me once—"]

"Nahi sunna mujhe aapka koi jhooth! Jhoothe kahi ke!" ["I don't want to hear any of your lies! You liar!"] she screamed back, tears streaming uncontrollably.

That's when Yudhveer's restraint snapped. He raised his voice — not in violence, but in authority.

"Chup!" ["Enough!"]

The word struck the air like thunder. Vamika froze mid-sob, her breath hitching.

Yudhveer's chest rose and fell heavily as he struggled to steady himself. Then, without another word, he grabbed her wrist — not roughly, but firmly.

She tried to pull away, panicked.

"Mujhe kahaan le ja rahe hain aap?" ["Where are you taking me?"]

He didn't answer. His grip remained strong, his eyes burning with determination. He led her out of the haveli.

Outside, he opened the jeep door and made her sit.

Her voice trembled,

"Mujhe aap ghar se nikaal rahe hain?" ["Are you throwing me out of the house?"]

Still, he said nothing — his jaw clenched, eyes straight ahead.

Her tears blurred her vision as she shouted,

"Aap kaise mujhe apne ghar se nikaal sakte hain? Aap itne bure kaise ho sakte hain... aapne mujhe aur mere bacche ko dhoka diya!" ["How can you throw me out of your house? How can you be so cruel... you betrayed me and our child!"]

He snapped, his patience fraying,

"Chup! Bilkul chup! Tujhe wahan le ja raha hoon jahan tujhe apne saare sawalon ka jawab milega." ["Quiet! Just quiet! I'm taking you somewhere you'll get answers to every single question."]

Vamika's sobs quieted. His words confused her, yet something in his tone — the unshaken certainty — brought a strange calm to her restless heart.

Still trembling, she looked at him, trying to search for truth in his face. And even amidst all the hurt, a tiny flicker of hope sparked in her chest — hope that maybe... just maybe... she was wrong.

The drive was silent. The engine roared, but neither of them spoke a word.

Vamika's fingers trembled as she rested them on her swollen belly, her heart pounding with dread.

After what felt like forever, the jeep halted in front of a small, old house.

Her eyebrows knitted in confusion. She looked at Yudhveer.

"Yeh aap mujhe kaha le aaye?" ["Where have you brought me?"] she asked softly, fear lacing her tone.

Yudhveer didn't answer. He got down from the jeep, came to her side, and helped her step out carefully.

Tears welled up in Vamika's eyes, and her voice quivered, "Aap mujhe yahan chhod ke chale jaoge?" ["Will you leave me here and go away?"]

Yudhveer clenched his jaw, irritation visible but his tone firm, "Kahin chhod ke nahi jaa raha tujhe, ab apna muh bandh rakh." ["I'm not leaving you anywhere. Now keep your mouth shut."]

He held her hand—not harshly, but with the authority of someone who had made up his mind—and led her toward the door.

He knocked twice. Moments later, the door creaked open.

And there she was.

The dancer.

Vamika's eyes widened. Her chest tightened painfully.

The woman's eyes mirrored surprise. "Arey Thakur ji... Thakurain ji... aap yahan?" ["Oh, Thakur ji... Thakurain ji ... you here?"]

Yudhveer simply nodded.

The dancer's eyes fell on Vamika's rounded belly, and instantly, she stepped aside. "Aaiye na andar... Thakurain ji, baithiye." ["Please come in... Thakurain ji, have a seat."]

She pulled out two small stools.

Vamika's pride screamed in protest. Sit? On a stool offered by her? The same woman she believed had stolen her husband? But before she could refuse, Yudhveer gently pressed her shoulder down and made her sit.

The silence was suffocating.

Then Yudhveer turned toward the woman, his eyes sharp.

"Rupa," he said firmly, "meri patni ko batao ki aaj tum haveli kyu aayi thi." ["Rupa, tell my wife why you came to the mansion today."]

For a moment, Rupa froze, fear flashing in her eyes. But she didn't dare disobey.

She joined her hands nervously, her voice trembling.

"Maaf kar dijiye Thakurain ji... lekin mera waise koi iraada nahi tha." ["Forgive me, madam, I didn't have any wrong intention."]

Vamika's tone was sharp. "Kaisa iraada?" ["What intention?"]

Rupa took a deep breath. Her eyes dropped to the ground.

"Kal raat mehfil mein main gayi thi... nachne. Humara kaam hota hai bade aadmiyon ke saamne nachna, unhe daaru dena... aur... aur unhe rijhana..." ["Last night I went to the party to dance. Our job is to dance before rich men, serve them liquor... and... to please them..."]

The last words barely escaped her lips. Her face flushed red with shame.

Vamika's eyes widened in disbelief. Dancing was one thing... but this? Her stomach turned.

Rupa continued, tears forming in her eyes.

"Kal raat bhi main apna kaam kar rahi thi... main Thakur ji ko daaru dene gayi... lekin unhone mana kar diya." ["Last night too, I was doing my job. I went to serve liquor to Thakur ji, but he refused."]

She paused, trembling.

"Lekin main unke god mein baith gayi... aur unke kuch karne se pehle maine unke... unke gale mein chum li." ["But I sat on his lap... and before he could react, I kissed his neck."]

Vamika froze. Her jaw tightened. Her hands fisted.

Rupa lowered her head in guilt. "Lekin Thakur ji ne mujhe turant dhakka maar ke gira diya..." ["But Thakur ji immediately pushed me away..."]

Vamika's expression shifted. Her eyes darted towards Yudhveer. His face was unreadable, but his clenched fists told the story of that night.

Rupa's voice cracked as she continued, "Tabhi main samajh gayi ki sab mard ek jaise nahi hote. Nashe mein hone ke baad bhi unhone mujhe dhakka maara. Tab mujhe laga ki sirf Thakur ji hi meri madad kar sakte hain." ["That's when I realized not all men are the same. Even drunk, he pushed me away. I knew only Thakur ji could help me."]

Vamika's lips parted slightly, confusion swimming in her eyes.

"Kaisi madad?" ["What kind of help?"] she asked, her tone softer but heavy.

Rupa's eyes filled with tears again.

"Thakurain ji, main shaadi shudha hoon... lekin mera pati bohot bada nashedi hai. Apna saara paisa wo nashe mein uda deta hai... mere do bacche hain. Mujhe apne bacchon ke liye yeh kaam karna padta hai." ["Madam, I am married... but my husband is a drunkard. He wastes all his money on intoxication... I have two children. I'm forced to do this for them."]

Her voice cracked further.

"Mera pati mujhe bohot marta hai agar main ghar paise le kar nahi aayi to. Main majboor hoon... mujhe yeh kaam nahi karna, lekin mere paas koi aur raasta bhi nahi hai." ["My husband beats me if I return home without money. I hate this work, but I have no other way."]

Her tears streamed down her face.

"Main dusre ke khet mein kaam karti thi, par wahan zyada paisa nahi milta tha. Mera pati mujhe bolta hai bade aadmiyon ko rijha, tabhi wo paise denge. Mujhe apne astitva se nafrat hone lagi thi..." ["I worked in others' fields but earned too little. My husband tells me to please rich men for money. I had begun to hate myself..."]

"Lekin kal jab Thakur ji ne mujhe dhakka maara... mujhe laga shayad zindagi mujhe ek mauka de rahi hai. Aisa nahi hai ki main apne gaon ke sarpanch ke paas nahi jana chahti thi...main jaana chahti thi lekin wo....wo ek majboor aurat ko maans ki tarah dekhte hain...sirf wahi nahi...sare mard mujhe waise hi dekhte hain lekin ....Thakur ji alag hai baki mardo se...mujhe pata tha ki ab wahi meri sahayata kar sakte hain. Isliye subah main unke daftar gayi, lekin wo nahi the. Tab main majboor hokar haveli chali gayi..." ["But when Thakur ji pushed me away last night, I felt life was giving me a chance. It's not like I didn't want to go to the sarpanch of my village or any other powerful man....but they always saw a helpless lady like me, like a piece of meat that should be devoured....but then I realised that only Thakur ji can help me. Thakur ji is different than other men, I realised that only he can help me. So this morning I went to his office, but he wasn't there. Out of desperation, I went to your mansion..."]

"Maine unhe sab bataya. Unhone mere pati ko bohot maara, dhamki di... aur mujhe aur mere pati ko apne khet mein naukri di. Thakur ji mere liye bhagwan se kam nahi." ["I told him everything. He beat my husband, warned him, and gave both of us work in his fields. Thakur ji is like God to me."]

Rupa folded her hands. "Agar aapko vishwas nahi hota, to aaiye, dusre kamre mein mera pati para hai... usse Thakur ji ne bohot maara. Ab wo dobara mujh par kabhi haath nahi uthayega." ["If you don't believe me, come see for yourself — my husband is lying injured in the other room. Thakur ji beat him badly. He'll never raise his hand on me again."]

For a moment, there was complete silence.

Vamika's lips quivered. Her chest rose and fell as realization hit her like a tidal wave.

Without a word, Yudhveer stood and extended his hand. She hesitated, then slowly got up. He guided her gently into the next room.

A man lay sprawled on a cot, bruised and swollen, groaning in pain. The marks were fresh—clear evidence of Yudhveer's rage.

Her throat tightened. Her vision blurred.

All her doubts... all her accusations... her anger... crumbled right there.

She turned her gaze toward Yudhveer. He didn't say a word. He didn't have to.

Guilt stung her chest so hard that she wanted to collapse. Her heart ached for having accused him of betrayal... for not believing the man who had changed for her, for their unborn child.

Yudhveer finally turned to Rupa and said curtly, "Rupa, hum chalte hain." ["Rupa, we'll take your leave now."]

Rupa nodded gratefully, her palms joined. "Dhanyawaad, Thakur ji." ["Thank you, sir."]

As they walked back toward the jeep, Vamika's eyes were still wet — but this time, not from pain. From guilt. From realization.

She clutched his arm, her voice trembling, "Mujhe maaf kar dijiye..." ["Forgive me..."]

Yudhveer didn't reply. He just looked at her once — the kind of look that said he understood everything.

And without another word, he opened the jeep door for her.

Once they went inside the room, Vamika could sense the storm within Yudhveer. He was visibly upset, his jaw tight, his silence heavy. On the other hand, regret was washing over her. Her pregnancy hormones made her even more fragile and emotional.

Yudhveer quietly closed the door behind them. The soft click of the latch echoed louder than words. Vamika was about to sit on the bed when suddenly, he reached out — his palm cupping the nape of her neck, not harshly, not firmly — just enough to make her stop and turn around.

Now they were inches apart. The air between them grew dense. Yudhveer's eyes burned with everything he couldn't say — anger, guilt, longing. He wanted to fiercely kiss her, to claim her, to dissolve the distance that had grown between them. He leaned in... but just as their lips were a few millimeters away, he stopped.

But Vamika didn't. She tiptoed and pressed her lips on his — her first ever initiative.

For a heartbeat, Yudhveer froze. Then all restraint broke. He kissed her back with all the desperation he had buried within. His hand slid up to her cheek, his thumb tracing her tear-soaked skin. She wrapped her arms tightly around his neck, and for the first time in months, both of them allowed themselves to feel — pain, love, forgiveness — all blending into one breathless moment.

When he felt her tremble, he slowly pulled back, resting his forehead against hers. His breath was uneven when he whispered —

"Chand, tu mere liye sab kuch hai... tu bas meri Chand nahi, tu meri sooraj, aakash, taara, dharti, prithvi — sab kuch hai. Puri ki puri brahmand hai tu mera."

["Chand, you are everything to me... not just my moon, you are my sun, my sky, my star, my earth, my whole universe. You are my entire existence."]

He paused for a moment, his voice thick with emotion —

"Kabhi yeh mat samajhna ki main tere alawa kisi aur ke paas jaunga... main bohot kamina aadmi hoon, lekin main sirf tera hoon."

["Never think that I would go to anyone else... I am a flawed man, but I am only yours."]

Listening to him, Vamika's eyes welled up. There was a trembling sincerity in his words, the kind that melts away all anger. Yudhveer then kissed her forehead softly, almost reverently.

"Jaa, tu aaram kar," he murmured. ["Go, get some rest."]

But Vamika didn't let go. Not this time. Not after months of distance. She held him tightly, her face pressed against his chest.

He looked down at her, his voice low —

"Kya kar rahi hai, Chand?" ["What are you doing, Chand?"]

But she didn't answer. Instead, she looked up, her eyes glistening, filled with a plea he couldn't ignore. The silence spoke louder than words — it was the ache of separation, the longing of love that had endured too much.

Yudhveer sighed deeply, his fingers brushing away the strands of hair from her face. "Mat kar Chand... main aapa kho dunga apna." ["Don't, Chand... I'll lose control of myself."]

She looked straight into his eyes and whispered —

"Toh kho dijiye." ["Then lose it."]

Yudhveer froze, stunned by the raw honesty in her tone. His eyes softened.

"Tu chahti hai ki hum...?" ["You want that we...?"]

Vamika nodded faintly, her eyes never leaving his. That was enough for him to understand.

He lifted her gently, as if she was something sacred, and placed her carefully on the bed. He sat beside her, cupping her face once more. Their eyes met — full of love, apology, and longing.

"Tu afsos nahi karegi na?" he asked softly. ["You won't regret this, will you?"]

Vamika shook her head in a quiet 'no'. Her eyes said everything — that she wanted to feel him close again, to heal what time had torn apart.

He didn't wait any longer. He loomed over her, his frame caging her in. He lowered his head and captured her lips in a kiss that was nothing short of a worship. It was slow, deep, and pouring all the devotion he had just spoken of into a single, searing connection. Vamika's fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer, a soft whimper escaping her throat.

"Mmhh", she breathed against his mouth, her voice a plea and a prayer.

He trailed his lips away from her mouth, down to the sensitive column of her neck, nipping and soothing the skin with his tongue. His hands were trembling as they worked on the hooks of her blouse. "Itne din maine tere iss swaad ko bohut yaad kiya, Chand," ["I've missed the taste of you, Chand,"] he murmured into her skin, his voice gravelly with need. "Har ek din." ["Every single day."]

Once her saree was undone and blouse parted, he stilled, his gaze falling upon the gentle, beautiful swell of jer stomach. His breath hitched. With a reverence that made Vamika's eyes well up anew, he lowered his head and pressed a soft, lingering kiss to her bump.

"Humara baccha," ["Our baby,"] he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "Humari jaan." ["Our lifeline."]

This act of tenderness shattered the last of Vamika's inhibitions. She arched into him, her hands pulling at his kurta. Yudhveer understood that.

He helped her undress him, his own movements hurried yet careful.

Once his chest was bare, Vamika's hands splayed across the warm, firm skin, feeling the powerful thud of his heart. She leaned forward, mimicking his earlier actions, and pressed an open-mouthed kiss to his pectoral, her tongue flicking over his nipple.

A guttural groan ripped from Yudhveer's throat. His jaw clenched tightly. "Chand...mat kar, main sambhal nahi paunga." ["Don't do this Chand, I won't be able to control myself."]

She looked up, her eyes glazed with passion and love. "Main nahi chahti ki aap sambhalein." ["I don't want you to control yourself "]

That was all the permission he needed. His mouth found her breasts, fuller and more tender due to pregnancy. He lavished attention on one nipple, sucking deeply, while his thumb circled the other. Vamika cried out, her back bowing off the bed, the sensations almost too intense to bear.

"Ahh...umm.." she moaned, her hormones amplifying every touch, every suckle into a wave of pure, unadulterated pleasure.

He switched his attention, ensuring neither felt necklated, his bites gentle get possessive, marking her as his. All the while, his hand journeyed down her body, over the curve of her hip, and down to the warmth between her thighs. He found her slick and ready, a moam of pure male satisfaction rumbling in his chest.

"Kitni geeki hain mere liye, meri jaan," ["So wet for me, my babygirl"] he whispered, his fingers stroking her folds, circling the sensitive nub that made her gasp and writhe.

"Aur...aur intezaar mat karwaiyen," ["Don't...make me wait anymore,"] she begged, her body arching for completion.

He positioned himself at her entrance, his body trembling with the effort to go slow. He looked into her eyes, his own blazing with a fierce love, "Tujhe dard to nahi hoga na? Agar thoda sa bhi dard hua to mujhe bolna theek hain?" ["It'll not pain right? If you feel even a bit of discomfort, you'll tell me okay?"]

Vamika cupped his face, her touch grounding him. "Nahi hoga dard" ["It'll not pain"]

With those words, he slowly, inexorably sank into her. They both stilled, a sahred gasp echoing in the quiet room. It was a homecoming. The months of distance, the misunderstandings, the anger, the disappointment, all melted away in the perfect, tight fit of their joining.

He began to move, a slow, deep, rolling rhythym designed to worship every inch of her. His thrusts were mindul of the precious life between them, yet they were filled with a raw, primal need that left them both breathless. Vamika wrapped her legs aroung his waist, pulling him deeper, meeting every one of his movements with s desperate arch of her hips. Her nails dug lightly into his back

Yudhveer pressed his forehead against hers, their breathing mingling. "Main humesha tera rahunga." ["I'll always be yours "]

The pace gradually increased, drived by a mounting urgency. The bed creaked in a steady rhythm, a testament to their passion. Yudhveer drove into her, each thrust a promise, a claim, an apology, and a vow all at once. Vamika felt the coil of pleasure tightening deep within her, spurred on by his whispered words of love and the feel of his body moving in perfect harmony with hers.

"Main aa rahi hoon," ["I am coming,"] she cried out, her vision blurring.

"Jhar jaa, meri jaan," ["Come for me"] je commanded, his voice rough with his own impending release.

His words, combined with a particularly deep thrust, sent her shattering over the edge. A sharp, blissful cry was torn from her lips as her body convulsed around hid, waves of ecstasy washing over her.

Feeling her climax was her undoing. With a final, powerful thrust and a groan of her name, he spilled himself inside her, his own release a long, shuddering wave that left him collapsed over her, careful to rest his weight on his elbows.

For a long moment, the only sound was their ragged breathing. Slowly, he withdrew and gathered her into his arms, turning them so she was cradled against his side, her head on his chest, her rounded belly pressed against his hip. He pulled the blanket over them, his hand instinctively stroking her stomach.

He pressed a kiss to her hair, "Shukriya, mujh par bharosa karne ke liye" ["Thank you, for trusting me."]

Vamika looked up at him, her soft eyes glimmering with tears, she said, "Mera bharosa dobara mat toriyega" ["Don't break my trust again."]

"Kabhi nahi, tu meri puri duniya hain" ["Never again, you 're my entire world"] he sincerely replied.

And in that quiet, intimate space, wrapped in each other's arms, the broken pieces of the last few months mended.

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